I came here with the intention of starting something new, something good. A positive outlook on a new life, leaving behind the times that brought me down and the times to forget, but to learn on. I escaped some of the bad, leaving behind the people that meant nothing, that were nothing, that will never be anything. I was lucky enough to find the new, the good, the ones that matter, the ones that will be here. But some things you never can escape. You can never escape the ignorant, the selfish, the juvenile, or the ones that are so angry at the world that they can only be angry at you. In my life there are some of those now.

Being hurt by one of these people is different. They are not cherished friends, or a significant other, they are solely someone who walks into your life only for you to realize they must walk out, and quickly. A learning experience. I have been hurt by people with these qualities. So wrapped up in the importance of themselves and what they want, they have become unable to realize how insignificant they are, and insignificant the problems they bring amongst themselves and others around them.

"You were too loud", "You are messy", "You do this incorrectly and that incorrectly", "CHANGE yourself for me"

They are angry, spiteful, gossipy, and hateful. All to fill a void in their lives, to suppress an anger or a fear or a internal dispute they cannot resolve. I have lost sleep over these people, even though they have never been worth loosing sleep over. I must tell myself, you are the better person, you will come out stronger in the end. Never make exceptions and changes for those who will not do the same for you. Some people will never be content, no matter how hard you try to please them.

Live your life as you wish, do good among those who need it, to be good to those who deserve it, and remember, karma is a bitch.

you are the yellow bird that i have been waiting for.
but the sound of lonliness makes me happier.